Hmm

OK, now that's frustrating.... I was already having a hard time figuring out what I wanted to write, started typing some things and my internet decided to quit on me. So, what I had written I have now lost...not that it was much.

So, I will leave it at this - there is much on my mind and I'm having a hard time trying to put it into words. When I do, I will post. Until then, below is a list of things that either really inspire me or stir something unexplainable within me. It may not make a whole lot of sense, but it's what I'm posting...

  • Family pictures
  • Hearing about divorce
  • People having sex before marriage or affairs
  • Relationships
  • Pictures, especially black and white
  • Sharing what is good, truth
  • Wanting people to know God’s truth
  • Fellowship
  • Cooking for others, cooking period
  • Serving
  • Giving: time, resources
  • People who stop going to church
  • People who talk about things & won’t let go
  • Unforgiveness
  • The freedom in forgiving
  • Music
  • Education
  • Movies
  • Seeing people in need, knowing this and knowing how much we waste and how much stars (movie, music, sports, etc) make.
  • Destruction, natural
  • Birth
  • Children
  • Hearing rumors, slander
  • Words of death
  • Words of life
  • Watching “Diners Drive-ins & Dives” or for that matter, the Food Network
  • Wanting people to understand why I stay married
  • Watching someone play the violin or piano
  • When people complain about things that happened a long time ago, even 2 months ago. It’s time to move on!
  • The fact that we, as believers, aren’t representing Jesus.
  • Hearing about people who have been turned off from the “church” because they were hurt (this is double feelings – both anger & empathy)
  • Listening to creation wake up
  • Listening to my bread crack after baking

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Wag said…
"...listening to creation wake up..." That is awesome! Love ya sis!
September 23, 2008 at 4:45 AM
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